(Source: mrscevans, via whorederves)
the ice is wearing thin.
(Source: livingmycurse)
Anonymous asked: You're beautiful and amazing, don't ever think otherwise.
struggling but thanks.
when i was born my mother had just turned 20, she had been married to my abusive alcoholic father for 3 months, and she was midway through becoming the first person in her family to graduate from college. she was approached by an infertile couple who offered her $20,000 and medical expenses for her as yet unnamed baby boy. they would never be able to have their own child and wanted to adopt a newborn. for a 20 year old college student in 1981, that amount of money would have been life changing.
but she kept me, and has sacrificed that and more over the last 30 years so that i could choose my own path, however silly or foolish it may have seemed. there are no words to express the bond i share with her. mother, father, sister, best friend, teacher, mentor.
you light up the dark.
Anonymous asked: why are you single?
the small reason is that i got in a dumb fight with someone i loved and let it turn into something a million times bigger than it really was. the big reason is that i let that fight plant seeds of doubt in my mind about where the relationship was and where it was going. while i was trying to figure it out for myself i guess we drifted further apart than i realized. and when the time came that we would have sorted things out, it just didn’t happen.
i would usually delete an anonymous question like this without a second thought, but since it’s been on my mind and keeping me from sleeping there’s no harm in letting a little bit of it out. the only people that follow me here are my friends anyway.
Anonymous asked: let's get married?
there have been 3 people in my life that made me seriously consider this question. i doubt you’re one of them. no offense. this is a shitty subject for me right now.
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